For the one I have hurt,
Words will never replace the pain I have caused. This emptiness shall always be there. I look around and all I see is you. I can't make you see that, and I can't makes you understand., for words...just seem to elude me when spoken.
I hope someday you will forgive me. I force myself not to look for you, but I find myself still doing it. I don't even know if I exist to you anymore, or just a remnant of the past, best left behind.
I can't bring myself to do what we used to do. I look for other things now that doesn't remind me of you. I think of all the conversations, all the unspoken words I wanted to tell you, that I will never speak.
I miss you. I will never have that connection with anyone else again, it felt so natural and pure. From day one. But like everything in life, I guess it dies. But the memories will be eternal.
Thank you for being there, for understanding and for being my partner for as long as you were. For that time, I thank you.
